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Thursday, January 12, 2006
Posted at 8:37:48 pm by whatshername88
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Tuesday, December 20, 2005
I would have added more but... well.
Posted at 6:12:02 am by whatshername88
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Wednesday, December 07, 2005
Hey.
Today's entry will be on the pointless side, but I need to vent somewhere.. I'm not even in one of my more "passionate" moods. I'm just bitter and indifferent. Everything she seems to do comes out plastic and insincere. Everything she does, annoys me. A lot. I can see through her annoying attempts to be cool, to sound witty or funny. It just doesn't 'click' anymore. She's lying to herself, and only she can't see it. And a couple of senile relatives. If two brothers and a sister conspire against you, wouldn't you get the hint? I don't understand why she keeps joking herself like that. Not to brag, but even I'm not as pathetic. I don't steal people's ideas, hobbies, music, clothes style, and all those things just to make myself seem as cool as they are. No matter how hard she tries, she will never be able to become as genuinely cool and accomplished as the other people her age have become.
I know. Who am I to be so mean to her? I dunno.. her observant little sister. Yeeess, now you know who I'm talking about. Well really. CUT THE CRAP. It's getting sad to watch.
Just a random thought, but when I get to my senior citizen age, I promise I won't be so annoyingly old and keep asking the same questions over and over. I mean, I love old people. But when they ASK OVER AND OVER the same question! geez! it drives me nuts. Then you answer them and they STILL don't get it. arrgh. I know I sound really pathetic whining about senile people, I guess it's not their fault they're slowly reaching the end. Man, I can be mean. But the littlest things get to me most, you know? I don't know what's wrong with me. I hope in time I can get over it.
I have limited time on the computer, tomorrows trimestral exams are Literature and Grammar. I finished the assigned pages for Joy Luck Club, but I have yet to review my stupid grammar lessons. POINTLESS I'm telling you. Don't even get me started on CLE. That just pisses me off even more. Whoever decided that people's beliefs should be graded should go burn in hell. ARE YOU HAPPY?! GO GIVE ME AN F YOU M-F-ER! I'LL BURN IN HELL AS LONG AS I CAN SEE YOU SUFFERING WITH ME! ^%#$%$&*(*^!!!! I HATE YOU!
On a happier note, I was reading Joy Luck Club right, and as I was so tempted to put the book down, because it was Boring and I didn't seem to see the point in it, but then I dunno, towards the end of the 26 Malignant Gates, it started to get more interesting and I could "understand" it more.. So yeah, I guess it's an okay book.
I feel really pathetic right now, I bet from another point of view, I sound like a droning Assumptionista. *shudder* One of my worst fears. So to you, reader, my apologies for sounding this way. I think it's just my current disposition that's corrupting my train of thought. I wish I had my own IBook. Dammit.
Okay, for my benefit and the benefit of y'all, I'm going to end this now. Goodbye and I hope to finish Chapter 11 of The Radio Flyer before my next update.
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all hail Green Day.
Posted at 1:29:36 am by whatshername88
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